How did I fall in love with you?
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Can’t sleep, can’t sleep! A lot of things have changed during five months I was in Singapore. I feel I become not acclimatize myself to the new environment. Now I actually think my habitat is new environment, I do not know why. I feel everything; everybody let me feel unacquainted, not like what I imagined before I came back. I think maybe I stayed in Singapore enough long and have a lot of good memories there.
Actually, I lived in Singapore happily except a short time when I just arrived there. I have a lot of friends there, whatever Shanghai friends or Singapore friends; they bring me a lot of happiness. I still remember they celebrate birthday for me, help me when I meet difficulties, send-off and so on….... Actually, I experienced a lot of things during these five months.
The unhappy thing: Live with a person I hate most, he comes from the same city as me, and this is just a woeful thing I feel. I even feel read his name let me sick. I think anybody who stays long time with him will have same feeling as me. I have listed a lot of sick things he did before. So I do not want to list here again and I also do not remember any more.
The undeserved thing: Destroy a person’s laptop. I spill milk tea in his keyboard because I want to do an interview to him. But it still happened, nobody can understand me and I also do not want to tell anybody.
The happy things: I can fit for the learning style very quickly. And reach the goal I set at first ultimately.
Have a lot of new friends. They are HL, JT, Sky, CX, Wisely, little bee, Xiao qiang, Harry, Huang Fen and so on.
The dream: Have a lot………..
& 6:42 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
& 10:37 PM
I started to have a new understanding of love between two people. I went to jewelry shop with my Mum; when she was choosing diamond, I found some books and read in the corner, I just tried to know about the process of producing diamond to goof. The largest doubt for me is how they carve the diamond, because as I know that diamond is the hardest matter in the earth. I got the answer from the book, but the answer is so surprised to me. The diamond is carved by another diamond. So it is why the diamond is so rarity, not just only several hundred tons special stone only can produce 1 carat diamond, but also the diamond need carved by another diamond.
It is just like the essence of love. It is very difficult if we want to find a real lover. And the process of producing diamond is just like the process getting along with lover. If we want to let the love become more steady and perfect, we also need to carve our love. During the process, we will meet jocundity, misapprehension, treacle and affliction. But I still believe “You Qing Ren Zhong Cheng Juan Shu”
& 10:31 PM
